i had never thought my last post would get so much feedback… no, really! i was tired and sad and wrote from my heart without really giving much thought to the words that came out. i am amazed by the amount of e-mails, text and facebook messages i have received since. thank you all for your kind words, thoughts and prayers. words cannot describe how lucky i feel to have you guys in my life. a humble smile shines through the tears and it is with lighter steps and my head held high that i today go to the hospital. i really must have done something right to deserve this family and friends like you.