paris – c’est bon?

off to paris in a few hours. to be honest – not really in the mood for it. same thing last year. didn’t want to go. some days before i was crying at my father’s hospital bed and he told me to cheer up and fly off, “your life is waiting for you, there’s nothing left for you here anymore”. so i went. and i had a very nice weekend, it actually gave me the strength i needed to survive the rest of the spring.

today i have other reasons for not wanting to go there.

gnäll gnäll gnäll. i’ll be nicer next week, i promise. i’m actually sick and tired of myself and my whining…


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