there’s a first for everything. yesterday i managed to break a dress due to me being too fat. yes. me. fat. stop laughing. it wasn’t fun. i was supposed to wear that dress on saturday. oh well, it was old, i thought and went to the closet to take out the next one. couldn’t find it. a freaking ball gown, completely gone. disappeared. great. neeeext…. njaa… hmm… i’d rather not, too.. gloomy. so..
facing a final fear here now. have to take the one i wore a year ago in stockholm. i don’t know if i can handle it just yet, have to think about it. it might be i’ll bring another one along, just in case..
and returning to the first topic, me being fat all of a sudden, i’m now on a diet. found the perfect one when googling – the champagne diet. leaving out sugar and other unnecessary carbs, replacing them with protein and fibres and (tadaa!) champagne will apparently make you lose weight. me like!